I feel like I am most definitely a misfit; I don’t belong in this contemporary world. I feel like my birth has been greatly misplaced, that I’d fit in better in an older…more respectable time. I feel like people don’t understand me…and that I don’t understand other people. My mannerisms, my morals, my lifestyle, I feel is better suited for a time when men by custom were suitors and women by kind were of class. Today’s textaholic, easy come easy go world of anything goes is not something I can accept…nor is it something that will willingly, or ever, accept me. It seems wherever I go people think I’m odd and unusual. Why? I’m a young man who’s not in debt, not in trouble with the law,doesn’t have any kids, doesn’t get drunk at parties, doesn’t smoke or swear or is rude. This is unusual to them. I actually have a job, I’m going to school, and I have big dreams. This is also something most girls can’t accept either. At least how it seems to me. I feel alone because I feel misunderstood. If I’m polite or give compliments, I’m a flirt. But I already have my eyes on someone…doesn’t matter. I don’t like this society. It doesn’t like me. So I just keep moving forward, I guess. Reach my goals. Trust in God. What else is there to do? I can’t travel back in time…I can only live here, in the now. In this world. In this era. In this life. Even if that means I walk it alone…and misunderstood along the way. The path to greatness is never an easy one, it seems. Well, if greatness is my destiny. In whatever form of manifestation it shapes its self to be within my life. So I trudge ever on…it’s just the loneliness that stings the most. Always has…always will. I just pray to God that one day I won’t have to walk this path alone….that maybe….just maybe….there’d be someone out there who not only understands me for me…but will actually want to walk this path with me. Who will be there no matter what. Perhaps I’m asking too much? :3 We’ll see. Only time can tell….